00:00 1. It's A Wonderful Bad Life 02:54 2. Chillin' On Christmas 04:53 3. No Ho, Ho, Hoes 07:15 4. Solar Express 10:23 5. Mistletoe Makeout 13:51 6. Gingerbread Heart 17:47 7. Snow Bunny Angels 20:26 8. Winter Boos 24:00 9. Arthur Christmas 26:45 10. Merry Christmas Blackpill Community

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] Yeah Life ugly But I’m smilin’ in it Listen [Verse 1] Bills on the table, stress in a pile Landlord callin’, I just hit decline, then I smile Fridge light on, but it ain’t that bright Still dancin’ in the kitchen like the future lookin’ nice Phone don’t ring, group chat stay dry Screenshot my own memes, laugh till I cry No one in the passenger, solo in the ride Window down, scream a toast to the sky like [Chorus] It’s a wonderful bad life Everything wrong, but I feel right Got two empty hands and a big mind Turnin’ all this pain into good vibes Yeah, the rain still fall, but the sun inside Lost so much, but I still shine It’s a wonderful bad life It’s a wonderful bad life [Verse 2] No calls on my birthday, candles on a cupcake Bought it for myself, took a picture like, “Looks great” (yeah) Netflix logins all mine, no fight for the screen Talk back to the show like they part of my team Heart got scars, yeah, stitches on stitches Told my reflection, “We gon’ mind our own business” No romance text when the night get late Just me, this beat, and my cheap paper plates [Chorus] [Bridge] Who said joy need a plus-one seat? (who?) Who said love can’t be in my own heartbeat? Turn the volume up on my lonely ’Cause lonely don’t own me, lonely don’t own me I got breath, I got time, that’s wealth Every little laugh, that’s stealth Happiness hid in the worst of the worst I dig it out the dirt, make a blessing from a curse [Chorus]

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] Snow on the porch Phone on mute Same old couch Same old you (yeah) [Verse 1] Mug full of cocoa, hoodie with the stain Momma sent a text, says she missin' me again Scrollin' through the feed, couples in the frame Bow on every box, I ain't trippin' on the same Quiet in the crib, but my brain sound loud Talkin' to myself like I'm part of the crowd Got my favorite socks, got my little playlist Laughin' at the memes, I don't really feel missed [Chorus] Chillin' on Christmas, solo but I'm good (yeah) Tree still blinkin' in this little neighborhood Got my peace, got my snacks, I’m all right Chillin' on Christmas, vibin' through the night Chillin' on Christmas, I’m my own gift wrap Smilin’ at the silence like I planned that If it’s just me, that’s still a vibe, that’s fine Chillin' on Christmas, joy is still mine [Verse 2] Doorbell quiet, I ain't hear a single ring But I got leftovers, I don't gotta share a thing FaceTime short, said I love you, then I'm off Back to talkin' trash to the game when I’m lost Light another candle, let it burn real slow Grateful for the year and the days I still grow Yeah, I feel the cold, but my heart stay warm Made it through the storm, that’s my little reward [Bridge] I could be sad, but I ain’t with that today (nah) Turn the volume up, let the doubting fade away Mistletoe hangin', but I dance alone (woah) Every step I take feel like comin' home [Chorus]

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] Snow fallin’, my phone stallin’, yeah, yeah Ain’t no sleigh bells, just a lone callin’, yeah No mistletoe, no Ho Ho Ho’s But I’m good, though—better let 'em know [Verse 1] Santa skipped my chimney, no stockings, no flames Just me and my shadow, playin’ solitaire games Girls curve me sharp, like candy cane frames But I curve right back, I’m swervin' my lanes Gingerbread heart, yeah, it crumble sometimes But I pick up the crumbs, turn 'em into new rhymes No kisses under wreaths, just a wreath in my mind I got peace in the void, every star gotta shine [Pre-Chorus] Eggnog in my cup, toastin' up to the King Ain’t no queen on my side, but I still got my wings Decked out solo, no choir that sings But I hum my own carols, let the hallelujahs ring [Chorus] No Ho Ho Ho’s, but I’m fine, though No girl to hold, but my soul still glow No Ho Ho Ho’s, just me in the snow God got my back, so I’ll never feel low [Verse 2] Tinsel on my tree, yeah, it shimmer for me Lights flicker, but my faith burn brighter, you see They don’t slide in my DMs, no sleds in the streets But I’m sleddin’ uphill, wearin' joy on my sleeve Silent night vibes, hear the peace in the air No presents in the room, but His presence is rare Love ain’t in a box, can’t wrap what I wear I’m dripped in His grace, every burden I bear [Bridge] Bells don’t jingle, phone don’t ring But I’m out here laughin’, doin' my thing Chestnuts roast, but my spirit flame bling Ain’t no crowd at my table, but I’m still the king

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] [low vocal register]Yeah[/low vocal register] Little red bow hangin' low You lean in slow Baby You already know [Verse 1] Candlelight on your cheek Got me starin' Sweater hangin' off your shoulder You don't care and Everybody in the room But it fades out 'Cause your lips find mine And we make out "Ven acá" In my ear You say soft Girl Peppermint on your tongue Rock my whole world Your hands in my hair Pull me closer Losing track of time on the sofa [Pre-Chorus] You taste like holiday wine Sweet A little dangerous Every second of your mouth on mine Turns the cold to both of us [Chorus] Mistletoe makeout All night Lights low You kiss me once Then twice You don't let go You love kissing me I can feel it in your smile I love kissing you Stay right here a while Mistletoe makeout Hearts on snow Turn this living room into our show Every little touch says "Baby I'm yours" Under that green We just keep askin' for more [Verse 2] You laugh when my nose gets freezing I laugh when you keep teasin' "Uno más " then you pull me by the collar Lip gloss smudge Don't bother with the mirror We got cookies on the table Half-eaten Movie in the back talkin' We ain't listenin' Your lipstick on my neck like a secret Every single mark sayin' "keep it" [Pre-Chorus] You taste like holiday wine Sweet A little dangerous Every second of your mouth on mine Turns the cold to both of us [Chorus] [Bridge] [whispered vocals]Dime que me quieres Say you want this[/whispered vocals] We don't need a wish list Girl We got this Snow fallin' outside Let it pile high We stay tangled up 'til the sunrise Your breath on my chest Saying "don't move" My hands on your waist find that groove One more kiss Then another Then another Then we Forget the whole party It's just you and me [Chorus]

No I didn't write these lyrics either. LYRICS: [Intro] Every Christmas, man, the snow don't feel warm Got a gingerbread heart, but it crumble, it torn No stockings, no bells, just this weight that I mourn Still, I spark up the dark, yeah, I weather the storm [Verse 1] Cold nights, icy breath foggin' the air Tree lights flicker faint, ain't nobody there Empty chair at the table, silent despair Life a broken ornament, shattered, don't repair Candy cane veins, sugar rush to the brain But the sweetness don’t hit, just a cavity of pain Every present's a ghost, wrapped in cellophane Underneath it all, man, just numbness remains [Pre-Chorus] But it’s all good, I got good in my lungs While the carolers sing, I just hum where I’m from Gingerbread heart, man, the cracks make it mine Even crumbs still sweet, I’ll be fine in due time [Chorus] Gingerbread heart, yeah, it break every season Christmas ain’t magic, it’s just pain with a reason Snow fall heavy, but I’m lighter believin’ Life stay negative, but I’m positive breathin’ Gingerbread heart, yeah, it crack every year Spice in my blood, but the taste disappear Still I chew through the cold, through the frost and the tears I’ll be sweet ‘til I’m gone, man, I’ll persevere [Verse 2] Yo, my heart's made of ginger, soft and sweet, But every damn year, it crumbles at my feet. Breakin’ into crumbs, like a cookie on the floor, But I rise from that dirt, can't keep me down no more. Listen up, bitches, I'm ballin’ like a king, Cracked up, yeah, but I feel that spring. Rebuildin’ the pieces, got that dough on lock, Like a phoenix from the ashes, I’m ready to rock. [Chorus] Gingerbread heart, yeah, it break every season Christmas ain’t magic, it’s just pain with a reason Snow fall heavy, but I’m lighter believin’ Life stay negative, but I’m positive breathin’ Gingerbread heart, yeah, it crack every year Spice in my blood, but the taste disappear Still I chew through the cold, through the frost and the tears I’ll be sweet ‘til I’m gone, man, I’ll persevere [Verse 3] Every crumb a lesson, every break a fight, Got that ginger spell, yeah, keep my future bright. From the shadows I emerge, never backin’ down, With a heart of gingerbread, wearin’ my crown. Motherfuckers try to step, but they just can't phase, I’m the cookie monster, in this gingerbread maze. Crack me up? Nah, I just break and bake, Got the fire in my soul, no mistake, keep awake. [Chorus] Gingerbread heart, yeah, it break every season Christmas ain’t magic, it’s just pain with a reason Snow fall heavy, but I’m lighter believin’ Life stay negative, but I’m positive breathin’ Gingerbread heart, yeah, it crack every year Spice in my blood, but the taste disappear Still I chew through the cold, through the frost and the tears I’ll be sweet ‘til I’m gone, man, I’ll persevere [Instrumental Solo]

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] First snow, screen glow Her name Still pops up But it ain’t the same [Verse 1] We grew up in the cul-de-sac Photos in the attic, all that You said winter was our season Guess I wasn’t your last reason Now you post up in a city I don’t know Big smile, arm around somebody I don’t know Different world in your Christmas sweater Guess I thought I could love you better [Chorus] Snow bunny angels, you don’t fall for me You just leave your wings in somebody else’s sheets All these lights on, but I still feel see-through White boys waiting, but you don’t see us Snow bunny angels, I still dream of you On this cold night, watching reruns of the truth You look happy, yeah, I hope that’s real too I’ll be alright, even if it’s not with you [Verse 2] Group chat dry, but my feed stay loud Candy cane hearts, you lost in the crowd Sharing your scarf, matching his coat I’m pouring cheap wine, clearing my throat Mom asking, “You bring someone this year?” Change the subject, grab another beer Every movie got some couple in frame I mute the sound, still hear my name [Chorus] [Bridge] [low vocal register] I won’t hate you for the way it went Can’t blame love for where it’s sent I light a candle on the window sill Say a little prayer just to feel a little still [whispered vocals] You found your joy I’ll find mine Maybe not now But give it time [Chorus]

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] Ugly sweater on Scrolling through the page Red cups, mistletoe Everybody boo’d up, same thing [Verse 1] Candy canes on the counter Tree pics on the feed, all couples Every selfie got a "she a 10" I’m just laughing in my bubble So many baddies on my story Fur coats, lashes, snow on the ground Double tapping like "you gorgeous" But they never spin the block my route They curvin’ my DMs, all good They lookin’ past me like glass I got hoodies, hot cocoa And peace they can’t have [Chorus] Winter boos Yeah, I got none Plenty pretty faces Still I’m the one Wrapped up in this blanket But I’m not alone God in my corner This my season on my own Winter boos They don’t choose me But I’m cool I’m right where I should be Heart got bruised Now I’m finally free God got me That’s my company [Verse 2] They outside at the party Matching PJs, in they best fit I’m at home with a notebook Talkin’ to the One who really blesses Lonely? That’s what they call it I call it quiet with a purpose I used to chase every pretty face Now I let ’em all keep searchin’ For the flash, for the caption For a name they can drop for the thrill I just want something that’s real If it’s meant, it’ll come, God will So I sip this tea, watch snow fall slow Phone dry, but my soul feel full Screens show me what I don’t have Faith show me what I do [Chorus] [Bridge] [low vocal register] Yeah, I see the baddies, all the glitter, all the glam But I’m held together by a bigger, better hand When the calls stop, and the laughter fade out You the one that stay when the lights all drown [whispered vocals] So I light one candle, say a small prayer "Thank You for the silence, You still here" If love don’t find me under this tree I’m still gifted, ’cause You’re with me [Chorus]

I didn't write the lyrics. LYRICS: [Intro] Tree lit Snacks lined up on the table Same film, same spot on the cable It’s that time again, I’m ready, I’m stable [Verse 1] Got my hoodie, got my blanket, lights dim Every year, hit play, let the feels kick in Arthur running through the snow for the one kid Single present, whole world, still he won’t quit S-1 in the sky, all the gadgets, all the rush But it’s Arthur with the heart, he the one I trust ’Cause he sees that little girl like I see me Waiting by the window, pure belief in the scene [Chorus] Arthur Christmas, hit repeat Every year, same couch, same seat Know the lines but it still hits deep For that one kid’s smile, lose sleep Arthur Christmas, that’s my thing When the sleigh bells ring, I sing Every December, I run it back Watching him go all-out for one gift track [Verse 2] Mom in the kitchen, I can smell that spice Phone on silent, this my one-night vice Grandsanta wild, old school, still speed Bryony with the tape, every detail she read I’m laughing at the chaos, but I feel that fear What if someone’s left out, what if no one appears Then he pedals that bike through the frozen air And I swear, every time, get a tear right there [Chorus] [Bridge] Year after year, I grow older, same show Still that porch light glow in the snow Still that little girl’s face when the wrapping tears Reminds me why I ever started caring It’s more than elves and a sleigh in the mist It’s “you matter” written in a gift So I sit, let the credits roll slow ’Til next Christmas night, we go again, press go [Chorus]

I wrote these lyrics. Sike, naw I'm kidding, I ain't write this :P LYRICS: [Verse 1] Scrolling in the dark room Comments on a cracked phone Feels like every door closed Every heart stone-cold You count all your failures Like they’re carved in your skin But there’s a light at the edge Of the world you’re in [Chorus] Merry Christmas Blackpill community You are seen You are known You belong with me When you think you’re forgotten Left out in the cold God is holding your heartbeat He won’t let go Merry Christmas Blackpill community You’re never alone [Verse 2] I know that ache when All your plans fell through Mirror says “unworthy” But that voice ain’t true Every tear on your pillow Every silent night He was right there beside you In the quiet fight [Chorus] [Bridge] [low vocal register] When the room feels empty And the silence shouts [soft choir] Heaven leans in closer When your faith runs out You’re not just a username Not just what they say You’re a son You’re a daughter You’re the one He came to save [crescendo] [Chorus]