ag is THE mental illness whisperer

supposed to work a double yesterday n i couldn't cos i fell down that staircase that i talk about frequently
if you ever have the opportunity to fall down the stairs don't
the social interaction is good for me even tho i reject society
i dunno what accent this is but it's preferable to my american accent
i do the voices to keep myself entertained
i have to force myself to interact tho i'd rather subtract my existence from this shit world
i can think some crazy shit n believe it when i insist on being alone all the time
sometimes i have to do what i don't wanna cos it's better in the long run
it never feels good at the time
my mindset is a little teenie tiny itsy bitsy microscopic bit better
i can go on n on about what i believe n people might agree w/ it but they're still not in my world
this is what i consider to be a cerebral companion
since i'm not a narcissist i can no longer be delightfully delusional
i can't do this the way that i did it before
awareness kills all enjoyment
this is also why the drugs don't work the way that they used to
once i realized the why behind my decisions it wasn't the same
no button, so sad!
eucalyptus might get my breathing right, maybe
be quiet thelonious (car, also a honey)
i can understand why people would rather be ignorant
being in the throws of any bad thing is still easier than facing the truth about yourself
sometimes i really envy the pussies
i have felt nauseous about this for three days straight
it is quite literally all in my head so...
nobody can go thru it w/ you
this leg up keeps on kicking me repeatedly
i will have these periods of total elation being alone
i am truly grateful being by myself but i am still mourning the phantom libido
we WILL get into that later, see: next video