Too Depressed To Be Depressed

LYRICS:
[Instrumental Solo]

[Chorus]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too stressed to be stressed.
I'm always so tired, I need rest.
I'm in a mental room closing in, I feel compressed.

[Verse 1]
I'm so sad.
I riminess about happiness I never had.
This repeating cycle of pain has me going mad.
It makes me upset that I'll never be a dad.

It doesn't matter how hard I try.
I'm better off if I die.
Death being appealing, I can't deny.
In public, I don't even care anymore if people see me cry.

[Chorus]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too stressed to be stressed.
I'm always so tired, I need rest.
I'm in a mental room closing in, I feel compressed.

[Verse 2]
I'm beyond depressed.
For women, I can no longer jest.
I'm too stupid to pass any girl's test.
God hates me too much for me to be blessed.

I'm beyond depressed.
In my own body I feel like a guest.
In the mirror, my reflection leaves me pressed.
So many issues, I no longer care to have addressed.

[Chorus]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too stressed to be stressed.
I'm always so tired, I need rest.
I'm in a mental room closing in, I feel compressed.

[Verse 3]
I wish I had the courage to kill myself.
Instead I have to keep my desire in stealth.
even though a bullet to my head,
would be so good for my mental health.

I wish I had the courage to jump into traffic.
I'm sorry, I know this shit is so dramatic.
But my heart keeps getting pulled on,
and last I checked, that shit ain't elastic.

[Chorus]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too stressed to be stressed.
I'm always so tired, I need rest.
I'm in a mental room closing in, I feel compressed.

[Choir Bridge]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too depressed to be depressed.

[Chorus]
I'm too depressed to be depressed.
I'm too stressed to be stressed.
I'm always so tired, I need rest.
I'm in a mental room closing in, I feel compressed.

[Instrumental Solo]