Why can't I act like a normal human?

This is a music video with clips from Malaysian dancers and on old Japanese super hero show. It is a fairly aggressive synth piece created by Joel Godfrey Johnson ( Pulse Wave Prophet) with two simple questions asked. Why can't I act like a normal human? Why can't I feel like a normal human? It's been beyond frustrating dealing with the quarantine policies. Here is a piece of music that is a result of this frustration. This is the first composition on my album 'Four songs, Five feelings' that is available for listening on spotify, or listening or download on Bandcamp.com. Thanks for watching , I hope you find it entertaining.