The Jews Are Assimilated Into The Pagan World... Why Am I The Only One???

Three times a year we have a pilgrim feast and we need to be in a specific place at a specific time. I'm the only one there and have been the only one for the last 14 years. I'm just as surprised as anyone.
The only one who keeps the shavvath, the only one who keeps the new moon feasts, the only the one and only, etc...80% of the practice of the Haredim, Ultra-Orthodox, Orthodox, conservative, and reform is Pagan and Anti-Scripture.