This video makes me so sad.

In the very last pic of this video is my brother Bo and my cousin Carroll, I lost Bo to cancer in 2016 Midnight Halloween. :( He was my Best friend and the Best camping buddy I ever had in my life!! The other guy is my cousin Carroll, we lost him this past December they say it was Covid but he was texting with me up until the last 4 days of his life and he swore up and down he had pneumonia, he said he slept right under his window ac unit one night and he knew he had gotten to much cold air in his lungs and knew had had pneumonia. We all really feel like he had pneumonia and they didn't treat him for that they treated him for the covid. Either way, he lost his life at 55 years old. My two Best friends in the whole wide world, it just tore my whole world apart and till this day I've died inside and I don't think I will ever actually live again like I used to. I gave up caring about everything after these two left me. I still think of them every single day and just CANNOT believe they are gone from my world!! I Love you both Carroll and Bo'ster I'll never ever forget each and every second I spent with you two for every second of my life. RIP Guys I'll be there b4 you know it then we can take up where we left off.. RIP!